I keep my paintbrush with me where ever I may go. In case I need to cover up, So the real me doesn’t show. I’m so afraid to show you me, Afraid of what you’ll do, I'm afraidYou might laugh or say mean things. Afraid I might lose you. I’d like to remove all my coats to show you the real, true me, but I need you to try and understand, I need you to like what you see. So if you’ll be patient and close your eyes, I’ll strip off the coats real slow. Please understand how much it hurts, to let the real me show. Now that my coats are all stripped off. I feel naked, bare and cold, and if you still like what you see, you are my friend, pure as gold. I need to keep my paint brush, though, and hold it in my hand, I want to keep it handy, In case somebody doesn’t understand. So please protect me, my dear friend, and thanks for loving me true, but please let me keep my paint brush with me. Until I love me, too.

I DrEaMt i sToLe kUrTs hEaRt sHaPeD BoX...x

In the words of Newton Faulkner...''Off to the land of sleepy time I go...''...and what did I i dream of...??...KURT COBAIN...haha that is not unusual for me...x I don't know what caused it, I fell asleep while reading a book called Fat Kid Rules The World...which is an awesome book...full of awesomeness...there is a character in the book called Kurt...who I think is based on Kurt Cobain...but that still doesn't explain why I stole his Heart Shaped Box...haha...x I do love boxes though...they are just one of my many obsessions...they have so many possibilities...I personally love to open and close them...you never know whats going to be in a box...it's a suprise every time...x ...Yes...as you may have figured...I am rather strange...x My uncle Jon gave me a box at the weekend...it has 4 diffrerent compartments and you can't open it unless you know the secret...haha...its awesome...x

ermmm...yeah...so i've had my rant...twas fun...twas fun indeed...x

ThE AdVeNtUrEs oF VaMpiRe bOy, VaMpiRe giRl aNd nEcRo dRaGoN...X

Once upon a time, there was a Vampire boy called Vincent and a Vampire girl called Charlie. They were walking down the street when suddenly a boat fell from the sky. ''ARGGGHHH!!'' screamed Charlie. ''Don't worry'' said Vincent, as he walked up to the boat and sniffed it. ''It smells of candy floss'', and they both started sniffing the boat happily. Vincent climbed up onto the boat and started to look around. Just then the boat turned into a dragon and started to fly away. ''WAIIIIT!!!'' shouted Vincent to the dragon, ''we cant leave Charlie behind, she's my Vampire Girl!!!'' The dragon stopped and let Charlie get on it's back to where Vincent was. ''My name is Herbert'' said the dragon. Herbert started to fly again right into the sunset. Vincent turned to Charlie and kissed her softly, ''I love you'' he whispered. ''I love you too'' replied Charlie. Just then Herbert burst out with, '' I like dead people''...Charlie and Vincent stared at eachother in suprise...''we do too'' they said. And they flew into the sunset and lived happily ever after...x ((wink wink))...x

Sitting with CoCo Pops boy in a study detention...while he's being a proper geek!!...hehe

Sooooo first blog ever...I don't know why I am doing this, maybe it's because I am incredibly bored and have nothing else to do...it's not like anyone really wants to read what I have to say...but hey nevermind...:P....I am sat in this stupid room at school...because I have a stupid detention...my ex-boyfriend is sat all of 10 metres away and I am seriously contemplating chopping off his head...haha...Co Co Pops boy is sat next to me...being a geek with all of his computer technlogy stuffs...which I actually find quite cool...he's getting very excited and I don't quite know why...hehe...soooo there you go...hopefully my next blog will be more interesting...full of sparklies and stuffs...oh yeah I am going to my dads tonight...*big smile* i'm going to get him to put the christmas tree up...but he doesn't know that yet...haha.

Byeeeeeeeee x