I've gone and fucked it all up...x

I am a liar...I hate it...x

SMOKING IS BAD!...:(

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

EGGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dani likes eggs...I like eggsss...x Amanda manda manda manda manda showwwwwwwwwwww!...likes eggs...x

You can do lots of things with eggs...fried, boiled, egg n soldiers, scrambled, poached, omlette, hard boiled, soft boiled...I like eggs...x

What came first??? The chicken or the egg??

Thats the burning question, it gives me indigestion...x

Hmmmmmmmmm...eggs...x

I'm doingg NUFFINK!...x

I am sat in the Library, cus i'm cool, should be doing an essay but I really cannot be arseddd...haha...x Ermmm...Me n The Supa Moocha are going to abuse Vampire Boys Ex on facebook...cause I seem to be an over-protective/obsessive girl friend...I maybe I shouldn't be bothered...ahhh nevermind...it will be funny :P...x I'm not that bad really I just love him lots of much lol...x

Yeahhhhhhhhhh soooo...x Am bored...need to keep happy...:)...*SMILE*...x

Force it... *Smile*

Okay its not working...haha...x

Maybe I am just broken????...x

'My heart is broke, but I have some glue, help me inhale, and mend it with you, we'll float around, hang out on clouds, then we'll come down, and have a hangoverrrr...'- Kurt Cobain...x

Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

I love the unknown...x

I am going to treat my blog as a diary...I already do kind of...Vampire boy is very tired today...when people are sleepy it makes me depressed, I need constant hyper activity to keep my moods up...otherwise I fall...x
I saw a picture of one of his ex girlfriends today...twas strange...x I dunno why, it just felt weird...x I love him so much, tis just weird to think of him with anyone else...x To think he acted the way he does with me, with someone else...x I dunnoo, maybe we have something different to what he has ever had before...I hope so...cause I know it is that way for me...x

I like to think that I have grown up, slightly, in the ways that I view relationships. I used to plan everything, the whole future...then I found that when you do that it is easy for you to be broken...I have been broken twice and it hurts...more than I could have ever imagined.
With Vampire boy it's different, he doesnt want any of those things, which puts less pressure on me. I can just have fun and enjoy being with him...also because he is younger...I guess that plays a big part in it. I just dont want to get to the point again when I am afraid of losing him...so afraid that I lose myself...cause I have a tendancy to get like that. He is just so different...x Oh fuck it...I dont know why I'm ranting...I'm just stupid I guess...x I just want him to open up...x Arghhh what am I on about he has...he is alot more open now...x I'm just annoying...I'm annoying
myself. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

i love dani lots of much...x Dani Taylor...my Britney :)...x Bestest everrrrr....x hehe...x

Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x                                                                                                           

Loverly...x

There once was a girl called charlie, who liked to drink cider with barley.
Who was constantly pissed....and vampires kissed.


adam gave up...x Vampire boy is tired...I dont want to go tonight.


CRy...x

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRMMMMM!

I am going to Vampire Boys house todayyyyy...yeyyy...i like it...x
Exam...i need to reveis because I aM A retard...x fucking fuckin...fucki fuck...charlies vagina...blue waffle...i have to go on a site charlie...hee hee...x I am in a very strangeee moood todayyyyy...can you telll????...huh?!?!?! huh!?!?! HUH???!??!...X vAMPIRE BOY IS SIGHING...X YES YOU DID...X ermmm...what shall I write about...me no no...penis...I LIKE PENIS.............!!!!!!....vagina!....haha....x Spermmm....mixes with the egg then a baby pops out...eeeeeeeeeewyyy...x haha...x

Co-op chicken pasta...contains peppers...not suitable for Charlie...x cus she will ick...and die...x hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...x

Revision!...now...

picture first....Barney the dinosaur!!!!....Yeahhh you know it makes sense...x

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

Will i get my fairy/vampire tale ending??...x

I hope so...x

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

La la laaaaaaaaaa...x

:) I am manically happy, that is fake happiness, but I dont mind...x It makes me feel goood for the moment. I like this...giggle...giggle...giggle...x Actually I'm bored...ermm...x I have to work tomorrow...I cba...x

I have to go now...well I dont have to...I just dont want to speak to you anymore...x

ByeByebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

ermmmm...why???

WhY Do fRiEnDs thAt aRe bOyS AlWaYs tHiNk tHaT ThEy cAn mAkE It iNtO SoMeThInG MoRe...TiS So gAy i jUsT WiSh theY WoUlD GiVe uP...CaNt thEy sEe? i aM A VaMpIrE GiRL...i hAvE AlReAdY FoUnD My VaMpIrE BoY, sO THeY JuSt nEeD To fUcK OfF!!!...ScUsE My fReNcH!!!

I lubs my crew :P x

Today started off with much crapness, I felt like crying, I told Vampire Boy my eyes were just watering, so he wouldn't think me stupid...x I felt like I was ready to die...x But after much love from the beautiful Super Moocha, the loverly Bum Bandit and the awesome Vampire Boy I feel much better. I really, truly, honestly do not know what I would do without them. Although they probably do not know it they are the best friends I will ever have. When I am being my depressed version of myself, they make me laugh and see how silly I am being and then everything is better...x I love you all, escpecially my Vampire Boy forever and everrr hehe :)

Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

Frances Bean...x

pretty...x

oooooh mysical...x

POISON!...tis goood...x

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

contradictory...or the same?...x

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

I feeels a bit sh*t...x

Again...I ...am...sat...in...the...business room...with...The Supa Moocha and Bum Bandit!!! Tis goood, however, I have a headache and I am veryyy tired...x
Is it wednesday? Yes...I think it is...x I dont know where I am in this world at the moment...have lost my way slightly, i'm falling into nothingness, I need someone to come and catch me...I am not depressed...but I feel as if I keep going down this path I will lose myself completely...x I am not sad...I am quite happy, but my future is catching up with me and that is beginning to scare me. I am not ready to leave this structure...and as a result I am poisoning my body in order to try and forget what memories I am about to create...is that wrong?...Why are we forced to live in this cycle...sometimes I wish I could break out of it...but I think that if I ever did that, It would surely break me.

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye

WaStEd...x

:P...x

Has beeeen a gooooood day :)...x

It has been an awesome day, love being with Vampire Boy and The Supa Moocha...tis great...x

I'm watching scrubs, tis soooo funny, i have a headache...mehhh...but...i'm having chinese foood sooon cause it is my mums birthday :)...Singapore chow mein...x

I'm gonna call Vampire Boy tonight, only have like £3.00 on my phone, but i dont mind :P

Anyways i'm going to go now.

Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye...x

Beautifully excentric...x

I love Vincent...he's a bit awesome :)...x Never met anyone like him...x He just makes me smile, cause of his awesomeness...x

just thought i'd tell you...x

byebyebyebyebyebye...x

will elaborate later :) x

Todayyyy...x

Today :P...i...

Kissed a dead fish
Went to the fish and chip shop
Kissed fish boy AKA Vampire Boy
Bought a box off of a man that sold dead fish in a van ((hehe awesome rhymage))
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erm
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FISH!...TODAY WASN'T ALL ABOUT FISH...thats just all I can remember...x hehe

yeah...k...bye...x

Two freaks in love...x

Haha what more can i say???...x

There I was...singing my heart out...x

All I could think about was him...it's as if he's plagueing my mind, I cant control it...I just hope that we will last, I have never felt this way, I cant even put it into words...It's different, exciting...new...like I have entered a different world...x

A magical world...x

La La Laaaaaaaaaa...x

Ner ner nerrrrrrrrrr...x

CoMe oN AnD GeT DoWn wItH ThE SiCkNeSS...x

Tis I...Vampire Girl...x You know it makes sense...x

Bye...bye...byeeeeeee...x

AiNtGoTnOhOwWaTcHmAcAlLiT!!!!

Yeah...so just got back from work, twas so incredibly booooring...my feet hurt and i smell of gravy and bleach...haha...tis so sexy i think i just wet myself...haha that was gross...i didn't mean it...sowwy.
Hmm mothers day todaay...i have a mother, she is awesome...:) dunno what i'd do without her...x

I want to write something really interesting, but to be honest, nothing that interesting ever happens to me.

La La Laaaaaaaaa...x

I'm thinking in my head and it isn't making sense, there is no logical order to the way in which my thoughts link in my brain, in fact, there is no link at all...they are random and unecessary. I keep staring at the light in this room, tis confusing my eyes, everytime I look away there is a big blue blob that hovers before them and then starts to slip down towards the floor, if I try to follow it then it just copies the directions in which I look...is it cause and effect of staring at a lightbulb for too long...or am i just going insane?...Why am I spending so much time wirting about frickin blue blobs that appear before my eyes???...This is when you know you are truly bored...x haha

I aint got no how watcha ma callit...x < theme of the day...x

hmmm cant wait to speak to my vampire boy...hopefully he will give me giggles lots and make the bordom disappear...x hehe

yeahhh i'm going to go find a picature of awesomeness for you to gaze at...x

...

hehe kurt cobain...x

byeeeeeeee x

vampire boy ...x ( i love you)

I want to feel the touch of you against me
Feel your soul slipping into me
Losing ourselves in our manic existance..
I want to feel you slipping into me

This emotion overtakes, too strong from within
But somehow i don't know where to begin
Its dark and its sour, the taste in my mouth,
yet i'm addicted, I want to hold you, control you,
I want you to know, i will never let go
You've let me in, i can't let go

Under my scars and under my skin
theres a story written within, i want to give it to you
whisper the burdens i hold, but i dont want to place them onto you
...so i plan to keep them, until i feel you slipping into me
Till i feel the warmth surrounding my soul,
until i feel you inside me...x

Baby your my vampire boy, my cold, dark sparkling boy,
The only one, my only one...my addiction
My heroin, hold me close, dont be shy...take my heart by surprise
Bite me, and sink into me...together for eternity...x

psycho manicness!?!?!?!

haha...people are doingg my head in!...commenting on me and my vampire boy as if it is their business :S it is not!...and i love him...i wont stop saying it!...I LOVE HIM...I LOVE VINCENT TURNER...i know its not a conventional relationship...but lets be honest...am i really a conventional sort of girl?!?!...I THINK NOT!...:P...x

I'm going to call my vampire boy now...so there...nerrrr!...x

bye bye bye bye bye bye byeeeeee...x

talk tomorrowwwww...x hehe

Smiles...x

Today is a good day in many ways...I'm thinking of my vampire boy vincent...x and he always makes me smile. I can't wait to see him again next week, everyday with him is full of awesomeness and thingys :)...just went on his blog and i love love love that he has posted a picture of me n him today...makes me smile...everything is making me smile today.

Am going back to my mums toniight, which is unusual...but thats cause its MOTHERS DAY! tomorrow so's i have to give her presents and thingys...i got her a booook and plant cause i'm cool like that...x

Ermy...so yeah...x I'm ignoring the world right now...which is bad i guess...my world is beter though...tis full of sparklies and shinies and vampires :)...i <3>

Ohhhhh i will post again laterrr cause I have some poems i want the world to have a looook at n stuffs...x

I will be back soon...just need to get a preety picature for you to look at...hmmmm...what will it be todayyy???...(iN THE WORDS OF dANIELLE 'i'll have a gander'...x

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hehe psycho smiley...i like it...:)

byyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!!!!

awwwwwwww... I am sat in the business room at school with Vampire boy, Bum Bandit and The Supa Moocha...x Tis quite fun, but not really, we should do a dance after Vampire boy has finished his Spanishness...x

tis random...x bye bye bye bye bye bye bye...x

I will make more sense later when I am not in thes extremely manic mood...my head is all over the place, I can't concentrate on anything for more than like 5 seconds...x

Love youuu...x

Vampire girl and Vampire Boy...x

I Love You More Than I Could Ever Scream...x