I saw a picture of one of his ex girlfriends today...twas strange...x I dunno why, it just felt weird...x I love him so much, tis just weird to think of him with anyone else...x To think he acted the way he does with me, with someone else...x I dunnoo, maybe we have something different to what he has ever had before...I hope so...cause I know it is that way for me...x
I like to think that I have grown up, slightly, in the ways that I view relationships. I used to plan everything, the whole future...then I found that when you do that it is easy for you to be broken...I have been broken twice and it hurts...more than I could have ever imagined.
With Vampire boy it's different, he doesnt want any of those things, which puts less pressure on me. I can just have fun and enjoy being with him...also because he is younger...I guess that plays a big part in it. I just dont want to get to the point again when I am afraid of losing him...so afraid that I lose myself...cause I have a tendancy to get like that. He is just so different...x Oh fuck it...I dont know why I'm ranting...I'm just stupid I guess...x I just want him to open up...x Arghhh what am I on about he has...he is alot more open now...x I'm just annoying...I'm annoying
myself. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
i love dani lots of much...x Dani Taylor...my Britney :)...x Bestest everrrrr....x hehe...x
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